where are you now.

these days time has been moving far too quickly for my liking. not that it isnt good that it also means that i'm closer to home. its just that i would very much prefer i am in slightly more control of time and more importantly. life.

i for now have fallen into the routine of just going thru life and not really living it. hmm. maybe its just cos there isnt that much to 'live'. heh. but anyways the one month countdown requires me to focus much more than i currently am. and i somehow have to find a way to do it. otherwise i'll be diggin a hole bigger than i can get out of. not too good indeed. admin stuff almost settled. so it leaves just sch and work. i should be able to handle both and in time enjoy at least part of my hols fully! cant wait. ;)

to learn means not to know. but to understand.

screwed up sleeping patterns. irregular meals. not enough work done. bad bad bad. but i'm rested already. i think. :P