more than words

one week into the hols and only one left to go! this hols is way to short for my liking. havent done anything really holiday-ish and this is just sooo not right.

its been occuring to me that i no longer feel very down about things. i mean there are still downs but no longer are they as extreme as they could be. its good if looked in isolation i spose, but not so when it kinda also means i dont feel extreme highs either. this sort of midde-ground feeling is a lil.. boring. it gets you thru the day but looking back its still boring. much too boring for my liking if i might add. hmmmm...

and i really do need to take more photos. the 'unposted' album's looking pretty empty already. rah.

"to more extreme ups than downs!"

ps. repost of an old pic over the swan.